Friday, September 28, 2007

Not Zero

Yesterday's beta was 16. Which means I'm still a little pregnant. If this pregnancy had been viable, I would be 9w2d right now. Instead I will have spent the entire month of September miscarrying.

I want a do-over.

2 comments:

Kristen said...

I'm glad its dropping but damn is it taking forever. I am so sorry. I hope AF arrives soon so you can move on.

With my first m/c, it took me 12 weeks to get AF. I remember being so angry that my body still thought it was pregnant even though I wasn't. It was as if nothing was working out. It was so frustrating. So, I want to send lots of hugs your way. XOXO

SaraS-P said...

Arg!!! I worry I'll get similarly frustrating news after my bloodwork today.

I thought a failed cycle was wasted time...no, time spent miscarrying feels like much more of a wasted time!

I hope your levels zero out soon and let you move on.